But I will not fall apart.
I never expected this outcome, I don’t think anyone did.
But I have to trust the universe, time, and myself.
my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate
But then I remember he’s gone.
I forgot the reason why I never wanted a relationship before donald. You can’t trust someone to love you, you can only love yourself and rely on that.
I thought for sure donald was it, but when there’s an army of people trying to separate you maybe it’s time to let go.
Why should I try to hold onto someone who doesn’t want to hold onto me?
i refuse to be shamed for having a body. i refuse to get embarrassed when a tampon falls out of my purse or spend a whole day anxious about if someones going to notice that i forgot to shave a patch of leg hair. i wasnt put on this earth to spend my time apologizing for my existence and i refuse to let anyone make me feel like i have to waste my energy on all that petty shit